Those who dislike weapons oppose them for their function, whereas those who like them appreciate either their function or form. Actual experiences inform one’s dislikes. Vollman gives the example of a woman who hates guns for her association with guns and the murder of her brother by a gun. Vollman dislikes aquatic terror for its reminder that his sister drowned. He says, “[b]oth dislikes are legitimate [but] neither should ought to be imposed” (I, p. 79).
He notes the separation between beauty and morality. Aestheticizing torture instruments can be damnable, but also qualified, depending on how they are aestheticized. He analyzes the aesthetics of the vaginal pear. Although there is no purpose in aestheticizing this torture weapon, it holds beauty nonetheless, based on its form resembling the human body for the purpose of function. It can be used to commit “hideous cruelty to women–but, […] hideous cruelty to men, too (I, p. 81). He raises the question of whether violence is inherently a male attribute, violence being “inflicted almost exclusively by men upon women” (I, p. 80). To dispte this notion, he presents several examples of ruthless, menacing women who enjoyed torture, including Dorothea Binz, an attendant at Ravensbrück concentration camp, Libyan queen Pheretima, and members of the female Asian gang in Little Saigon. He argues against the notion that women are no less cruel than men largely based on statistics of arrest and homicide rates by gender in the United States.
Vollman describes a list of weapons with corresponding sketches, arranged on a continuum from ornamentally to functionality. First, he admires the ornamental Rajasthani dagger, for its craftsmanship, symbolization of power and authority, and emblematic value. He says the power of weapons is glamorous. Its “remaining purpose is but to be” (I, p. 95). Next, he personifies the Ghurka knife in saying it “must taste blood whenever it is drawn” (I, p. 84). It was made for vicious purposes. Vollman then describes the Buck Pathfinder, which holds personal sentimental value. This decent general-purpose knife with a utilitarian blade provides him with comfort. Relating the comfort he gets from this knife to power, he cites the Native American belief that living things have power, and that fashioned things have power which is available to the maker or the user. To emphasize the powerful and sacred view of one’s possessions, he includes that a shaman’s pouch is “disposed of with the dead shaman, being of use to no one but him” (I, p. 88).
Vollman describes the value of the Feinwerkbau 65 as accuracy over power. Its precision is derived from its firing mechanism, adjustable windage, contoured grip, and mechanism to reduce recoil. He admires it for its genuine beauty, and beauty serving function. Vollman then goes into the reasons people fire a weapon, including fear of others, desire to defend their lives, desire to kill, firing because it is their job, and insightfully, for the goal of the will accomplishing precisely “its end in this imperfect world” (I, p. 91). On this last motive, he reflects on instances in life in which one’s hopes and expectations come to fruition the way one anticipates, and concludes that this perfect, predictable reality does not exist. The accuracy of this gun allows one to feel refreshed and happy, and “a little closer to that ideal state” (I, p. 92).
The next weapon Vollman describes, the Sig Sauer, is personified similarly to the Ghurka knife. He says, “the Sig Sauer sought to fulfill itself by luring me into self-destruction” (I, p. 96). Its Platonic virtue and undoubtful purpose is killing; it fully comes to life if used to kill. Vollman notes an encounter with F.B.I. agents, when they questioned him on his interactions with American prostitutes. He indicates that from the prostitutes, he wanted “neither sex nor money, but simply information” (I, p. 97). He also got information from these agents, on the weapons they carry, which were Sig Sauer P226es, the same weapon he owned. He notes that this weapon is “one of the most superb examples of functionality” (I, p. 97).
The final weapon in this catalogue, the handmade Pakistani Pen-Pistol, is charming not for its functionality, but for its disguise. He describes it as “unsafe and awkward to operate, its capacity a single round” (I, p. 97). The maker’s mark serves as a guarantee because some are known to have blown up in the users’ hands. He then elaborates on the creativity of the gun appearing as something it is not. He comments on hypothetical situations if matter is something other than what it is, such as “if water were fire; if humans were aliens and spies; if flowers were microphones” (I, p. 99). At the end of this thought, he inserts, “if guns could really solve anything— (I, p. 99). He comments on the inadequacy of guns in addressing issues, and perhaps this point translates to brute force or violence as an ineffective approach to problem-solving.
–CM